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Artificial Chemistry

by Lila Gray

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Dopamine 03:02
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You don't want to hear from me Can't break friendship intimacy (Ooh oh oh) Slipped up now I'm me I'm a prison's dream (Ooh oh oh) As the blood runs from my veins I can't help but feel no pain No pain Release the dopamine Scars you left were so deep Can't get worse for me yeah (Ooh oh oh) It's five thirteen release the dopamine Higher than we've ever been yeah (Ooh oh oh) You best not believe What's just got into me I'm crazy yeah (Ooh oh oh) I'm your nightmare's dream You and I we're not the same I'm not gonna play your games Your passion is too tame You and I are lame Teenage days in fame Release the dopamine Scars you left were so deep Can't get worse for me yeah (Ooh oh oh) It's five thirteen release the dopamine Higher than we've ever been yeah (Ooh oh oh) You best not believe What's just got into me I'm crazy yeah (Ooh oh oh) I'm your nightmare's dream Time reach over me Got to go see How needy I should be Can't trust his safety It will disappear But she won't No he don't Release the dopamine Scars you left were so deep Can't get worse for me yeah (Ooh oh oh) It's five thirteen release the dopamine Higher than we've ever been yeah (Ooh oh oh) You best not believe What's just got into me I'm crazy yeah (Ooh oh oh) I'm your nightmare's dream Release the dopamine Scars you left were so deep Can't get worse for me yeah (Ooh oh oh) It's five thirteen release the dopamine Higher than we've ever been yeah (Ooh oh oh) You best not believe What's just got into me I'm crazy yeah (Ooh oh oh) I'm your nightmare's dream
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Bittersweet Wintertime 02:48
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There's a storm coming I can see it in your eyes My feelings rising with the tides We're drifting away from reality How much longer can we keep this Before it's history Sitting on your knees My fingers caught in your teeth Oh how I'll miss this when it's gone I know it won't last forever Spring and Winter change to Fall and Summer Bittersweet the taste of your lips on mine (Oh) Bittersweet wintertime Cause your heart it isn't far And I can see it in the dark You look at me No words to tell me You're gone gone gone gone Maybe we could drop the charade for a minute And just sit here But just like that you're gone out the window Disappeared Sitting on your knees My fingers caught in your teeth Oh how I'll miss this when it's gone I know it won't last forever Spring and Winter change to Fall and Summer Bittersweet the taste of your lips on mine (Oh) Bittersweet wintertime I knew that someday you'd be gone But how can my story continue on Without you Now I'll be so blue Cause I never thought you would leave But then the wind came And blew me back to reality Sitting on your knees My fingers caught in your teeth Oh how I'll miss this when it's gone I know it won't last forever Spring and Winter change to Fall and Summer Bittersweet the taste of your lips on mine (Oh) Bittersweet wintertime Bittersweet wintertime
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Loser 02:28
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Well my mind goes To this place of insanity And I get so Possessive and needy Why I spent so many nights Crying tears that weren’t mine This time vivid dreams inside You’re a psycho loser And you lost her again This is the end (This is the end) I ain’t your loser And you ain’t mine You’re just a psycho loser Who lost his mind I’ll roll my eyeball Like a magic 8 ball Control your future Control your mind My pretty girl eyes Made a pretty girl lie And I feel so stupid inside You’re a psycho loser And you lost her again This is the end (This is the end) I ain’t your loser And you ain’t mine You’re just a psycho loser Who lost his mind Icy eyes on fire I’ve lost all desire You’re the one you admire Icy eyes on fire I’ve lost all desire You’re the one you admire Icy eyes on fire I’ve lost all desire You’re the one you admire Icy eyes on fire I’ve lost all desire You’re the one you admire You’re a psycho loser And you lost her again This is the end (This is the end) I ain’t your loser And you ain’t mine You’re just a psycho loser Who lost his mind You’re a psycho loser You’re a psycho loser You’re a psycho loser Who lost his mind
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Therapy 03:24
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Maybe he'll see that we're mean't to be And two months prior she'll hold on to me Please don't be hurt by the hammer in your chest I shattered to pieces in one breath This is therapy Says my boy as he breathes Lying next to me Can't say goodbye Don't know how this could be right (Could be right) And you have to see It's cruel holding on to someone's youth Like you and me I can't hurt her anymore He can't hurt me like he did before I tried to find my footing on my own Please don't hang up the phone This is therapy Says my boy as he breathes Lying next to me Can't say goodbye Don't know how this could be right (Could be right) And you have to see It's cruel holding on to someone's youth Like you and me Can't he see how wrong he is right For me Try to impress with my Sympathy Don't even try to call me 'B' That'll just wreck our platonomy This is therapy Says my boy as he breathes Lying next to me Can't say goodbye Don't know how this could be right (Could be right) And you have to see It's cruel holding on to someone's youth Like you and me This is therapy This is therapy This is therapy says my boy Who isn't there lying next to me I had to say goodbye Still can't see how this is right But this is therapy This is therapy

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Lila Gray’s debut EP, an eclectic indie mix of genres, all written with integrity, passion, and emotion. The first of many more to come.

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released July 8, 2019

Written by: Lila Gray
Produced by: Kaj Falch Nielsen

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Lila Gray Vancouver, British Columbia

Raised in the mountains of BC, Lila Gray calls Vancouver home. Through her heartfelt lyrics and skillful songwriting, Lila plumbs the depths of her young adulthood and explores the trials and tribulations of queer womanhood in the 21st century.

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